Sleeping awake and awake when I'm sleeping
I've gotta dry kind of thirst when drenched
All sunny days all I can see is a shadow
And I'm not above being under
And I'm at the brink though I know that I'm empty
And I always hide when its my turn to seek
I only believe thereīs not to a thing in believing
Before I begin I'm over
[chorus]
(disconnected) Broken off again
And I'm only not lonely when I'm lonely by myself (disconnected)
Numb in pain again I always backtrack forward
'cause all in all I'm Disconnected
Quietly loud while Iīm noisely silent
Keep holding my breath while I'm trying to breathe
Swimming against all of the waves and the rapids
I only win when I'm losing
[Chorus]
I just wanna live my life sedated
'cause I love driving myself away
Dysfunctionally sane don't give a damn
I canīt comprehend what I understand
Disconnected